I'm taking some time out.

I've come to face the sad fact that change in one direction when I see it coming is hard enough. I realized this morning that I am looking at many many different directions. Most of them unfamiliar. Breaking it down into manageable parts, taking small bites is the way I choose to go.

So today it's all about paper and manageable parts...finding a semi-permanent spot for 2.7 yrs to write stuff down. Places where I can learn, adapt, die, grow, vent, almost lose myself to find myself.

I've already skipped ahead a little and taken a few steps in the direction that I want to go for the next month or so. I believe that we are all strong willed and even though I wish we could succeed with that alone, life just doesn't work like that. I want to give myself every chance to succeed.

As for my plans for this account I'll still be around, just maybe not in the way I've been in the past, it may take a bit of time before I reply to comments and I still plan on posting some of my art. My frontpage layout might look empty one day and then a week later look completely different, at this point I just don't know. I doubt anyone really notices what I do with my tiny chunk of dA but if you do, I'm just trying out something new. Just remember this isn't the only area in my life that I am planning on improving.

All these things take time.

I think the reason why change is SO HARD is not in CHANGE itself, but more of patience. How much patience does it take?!?

I think I'm learning that right now.

I only hope that you, dear internet buddies, understand this and that we stay in touch. I won't forget you[S].

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EDIT: AUGUST, 28, 2009
As promised, I haven't forgotten, and it's great to know who my friends are.<3
Thank-you

I'm back and you know where to find me if you need me, I'm there.

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By August 31, 2009 this account will officially be closed.